i was cleaning out my garage, and i came across notebooks upon notebooks of writings that i`ve done over the years. everything from stories to story ideas, to thoughts at the time, mostly about girls that i had come across over my years. so much material! and such fearless writing....
makes me wonder, as we get older do we lose our fearlessness? do we begin to tighten up and become just big Pussies? (sorry girls for the use of the word :D)
i think so.
i say this because there are so many things that I would never do now that i used to do when i was younger. and yes, some of it is because i`m more responsible and realize that being just a general jackass can`t always be permitted!
like, i can no longer grab a case of Keystone Light and drive from Phoenix to LA with friends (Cheers Agens and Edwards), getting more and more hammered as the miles pile up!
nor will i do a gainer off the high dive anymore...
or can i be at a Street Festival in Chicago and walk right up to a girl whose with her boyfriend and tell her that I think she`s truly beautiful and that i look forward to seeing her smile every morning at the bus stop.
haha...
but damn, that one was fun!!!
that`s the girl that shared this with me:
a week later i saw her at a bar, and from across the way she stared over at me and motioned for me to come over with her finger, i did so, and upon walking up to her, she smiled and said, "if i can get you to cum with one finger, just think about what the rest of my body can do..."
so cheesy, and so great! we both laughed quite a bit.
she then told me that she couldn`t believe i had walked right up to her in front of her boyfriend and his friends. she said that since that time that her man realized how great she was and had been treating her better.
we became friends, and i actually never tried to sleep with her. wow? that`s a whole different topic, perhaps we`ll tackle that one.
but moving on...
i`m just curious as to what`s happened.
now, i`m not saying that i don`t and haven`t taken chances lately, as i have, and big ones...essentially i`ll be bankrupt if this movie doesn`t work out, but who cares...ICELAND went bankrupt!
as did 1 in 4 companies in the US.
so it`s all good.
would love to know thoughts?
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